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[sunlight]

Having a bad day. Feel like I've only done horrible things in my life and don't really feel like I can make it.

If he doesn't make it through this step, it's all my fault.

Yucky day.

Is seems there is always more than one person involved in any situation... I'm sure there is more to the story... And I'm not asking for more information... But if it involves him, I'm sure he had some say in the matter...

I have a hard time every time I hear someone say that "it's all his/my/her fault" when usually its really a combination...

Just an observation.

Please ignore. :grin:

[Lynx]

Thank you.  I felt something should be said there, but couldn't think what to say.   

That's one good thing about a forum.  With so many people around, someone will probably know what to say.

[kkay]

Ok, it's not completely my fault - but mostly. I tried to clear everything up but not sure it worked.

It's just a very discouraging day. I'm trying to stay hopeful but I haven't even heard from him today so it's making me worry more.

[Melody]

Sad day here.  A family that used to go to church here lost their toddler boy last night.  The dad accidently backed over him and he died. They came out of a violent drug life and before they really dug in very deep, they backslid.  I am beside myself with how devastated they must feel.  I cannot wrap my mind around it.  The dad said, "When we dedicated him, Pastor said he was going to be a leader.  Looks like he's going to lead us back to God." 

It is so tragic.  The questions they must be asking themselves.  I'm left with the truth that there is no such thing as a successful backslider.  Things never work out for them in the end, and usually all in between as well.  Yet, saints can have all kinds of awful things happen, even the very same things, and still go on, still find peace, joy, and fulfillment.  Some days it seems so simple it's heartbreaking.

[Heather]

K-it's no ones responsibility to clean up after/for someone. Sometimes we have to 'man up' to things in our past and pray God to take care and provide for us. I encouraged my bf as much as I could to go back to school but he had to take care of something's and honestly God provided in quite a few situations to make a way

MY-praying for the family and their situation

[kkay]

K-it's no ones responsibility to clean up after/for someone. Sometimes we have to 'man up' to things in our past and pray God to take care and provide for us. I encouraged my bf as much as I could to go back to school but he had to take care of something's and honestly God provided in quite a few situations to make a way

Thanks. I just have some regrets about how I handled certain situations. I'm just having one of those "woe is me" days and I'm feeling a little depressed.

It doesn't help when he doesn't answer his phone all day either. It could either be good or bad. I just wanna go home.

[kkay]

It's amazing how one phone call can make me feel at least a little better.

He really is a great guy.


Taking a test tomorrow so that I can put a few letters behind my name. After this test I'll still probably have around 10 more to take but I'm still making progress.

[Lynx]

So the "woe is me" day is over? 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=isHfhuOlFCM

Chris Rice always says it best.  Glad you're feeling better. 

[kkay]

So the "woe is me" day is over? 

Not officially. We're going to discuss it tonight. I just get upset pretty easily and I'm a very emotional person. I tend to take all the responsibility for anything that happens and I shouldn't.

No need for a therapist - I just diagnosed myself 

[MelodyB]

I just get upset pretty easily and I'm a very emotional person. I tend to take all the responsibility for anything that happens and I shouldn't.

You just described ME!


Ok...this no internet thing on my phone is wearing on me. Im fitting to go down there and see what the deal is.

[MsJennJenn]

I just get upset pretty easily and I'm a very emotional person. I tend to take all the responsibility for anything that happens and I shouldn't.

You just described ME!

No she just described about 98% of the female population.

[MelodyB]

Jenn...

[mini]

I just get upset pretty easily and I'm a very emotional person. I tend to take all the responsibility for anything that happens and I shouldn't.

You just described ME!

No she just described about 98% of the female population.

That will be $39.95 for that amazing diagnosis..    kkay will provide her address for the payments...

[Melody]

I just get upset pretty easily and I'm a very emotional person. I tend to take all the responsibility for anything that happens and I shouldn't.

You just described ME!

No she just described about 98% of the female population.

exactly... LOL

[MsJennJenn]

Jenn...

What...lol it's true....we are ALL like that. God MADE us emotional.

[Chseeads]

You cackling bunch of old hens.  When one lays an egg, they all holler.

[Roscoe]

 I have just given Cheesehead his 100th smite.  I feel so fortunant in being able to administer such a milestone.

[Melody]

Jenn...

What...lol it's true....we are ALL like that. God MADE us emotional.

I have wondered and thought it was SO cruel that women had to go live outside the camp for days at a time each month, after Israel left Egypt.  Well, I take that back.  I think it's cruel 3/4 of the month, and then I see the sense in it for about a week and wish I could run off for a few days every month!  LOL

[Melody]

I realized something about myself today.  Unless it's ME in the tragedy, I am not a "break down right there and bawl."  No. I focus on what needs done.  Where can I help?  I was telling my sister that I felt bad for not bursting into tears but instead wanted to get to work to ease the burden of this family.  She said in the military it's called "flight or fight" and that it's a good thing.  So I'm not a heartless person.  I've been praying for them all day. 

I talked to the sister in law who told me it was thoroughly an accident.  The dad checked for the son before he got in the vehicle.  Nothing.  So he got in and backed out.  Realized he ran over something.  The mama came out to the horrific scene.  Only his head got ran over.  She was trying to put his stuff back in his head.  He had no pain. It was instant. He was two.  He has at least 2 heart valves and corneas going to other babies on waiting lists. 

Please pray for their sanity.  The dad is just... I don't know an intense enough word for how he is feeling.  Only Jesus can reach down and take care of that deep of pain. 

[Heather]

Jesus is teaching me a lesson. 1 I already knew but apparently needed a reminder on. I hadn't had a hallbladder attack in around 6 months. But I have put all the wrong things which I knew were wrong into my body. Ugh.

[Chseeads]

I realized something about myself today.  Unless it's ME in the tragedy, I am not a "break down right there and bawl."  No. I focus on what needs done.  Where can I help?  I was telling my sister that I felt bad for not bursting into tears but instead wanted to get to work to ease the burden of this family.  She said in the military it's called "flight or fight" and that it's a good thing.  So I'm not a heartless person.  I've been praying for them all day. 

I talked to the sister in law who told me it was thoroughly an accident.  The dad checked for the son before he got in the vehicle.  Nothing.  So he got in and backed out.  Realized he ran over something.  The mama came out to the horrific scene.  Only his head got ran over.  She was trying to put his stuff back in his head.  He had no pain. It was instant. He was two.  He has at least 2 heart valves and corneas going to other babies on waiting lists. 

Please pray for their sanity.  The dad is just... I don't know an intense enough word for how he is feeling.  Only Jesus can reach down and take care of that deep of pain. 

Shew, that is terrible. 

[The Purple Fuzzy]

I agree.

[MsJennJenn]

That is probably hands down one of my biggest fears. Is either A. having something tragic happen to one of my baby loves (nephews/nieces) when I baby sit them...or B. having something tragic happen to one of my own children should I be blessed with them some day.

I would NEVER forgive myself.
Trust is hard. Harder than faith I think.

[Chseeads]

Going to work in a bit. Bleh.

[mini]

Morning everyone.